Well today is 8:34 am and i am getting ready to go to church somewhere in austin! Yea i am kinda shocked myself but i kno my buddy in heaven is happly pround of me (i keep my promises)but yea i am getting the jitters cuz this time i am goin by myself the last time i went my bestie vicky came with me but i think its time for me to walk on my own two feet and do this alone for now its some things in my life that alot ppl dont kno wats goin on but i just need to fix and work on myself (me time as u call it) just for a lil while as one for my things to do start fresh list is that i think its just god telling me to start and finish my greving procees and finish it and not half A** it its hard to explane but since my firend passed i been avoiding the fact that he is gone even tho i seen the site its hella hard for me .so i just help everone out with theres so they can be ok cuz i look after the ones i love and care about.and worry bout me laters my mother was telling me that i need to work on myself before i do anything else and now i am goin to take her word and do that and i am goin to start goin to chuch more often and goin to stop cussing and enjoy my life to the fullist like i should be doing began with i ant worry bout love now if it wants me it wants me but i every relationship that i have been in i learn from it and i learn from this one :) i will find someone that wants me for me one day :) well its bout that time for me to go love yall and god bless
~MISS UNIQUE~
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