DONT YOU JUST HATE AND THIS IS A PET PEEVE BY THE WAY FOR OF MINE BY THE WAY .BUT DONT YOU JUST HATE THAT YOU ARE JUST LIVING UR LIFE TO THE FULLIST AND NOT A CARE IN THE WORLD DOIN YA OWN THANG TILL YOU GET THIS PHONE CALL.....OR A IM TO SOME PPL SAYING *HEY LIL MAMA* UGH AND U BE LIKE WHY THE FUCK ARE U CALLING ME? DIDNT WE SAY ARE GOODBYES AND SHIT FOR A REASON HUMMM ANT THAT THE REASON U ARE MY PAST AND NOT MY PRESENT? ONE THING THE PISSES ME OFF THE FUCKING MOST IS NICCAS CALLING ME LIL MAMA I HATE THAT SHIT IT ANT CUTE AT ALL I WANTED TO PUT THAT OUT THERE BUT ANY WAYS I HATE THAT ISH AND AS THE PAST STILL COMES TO HUNTS ME I STILL TRY MY BEST TO KEEP IT THERE BUT THE DUDE JUST DONT KNO THE MEANING U ARE THERE FOR A REASON!!!!!!!! NOW I WOULD BE A BAD BAD BITCH AND PUT HIS SHIT ON POST BUT IMMA A CHICK WITH CLASS (BUT IF U STEER ME THE WRONG WAY SO HELP ME) BUT ANY WAYS AS YOU CAN TELL I AM WRITEING IN A PISSED OFF MODE CUZ I HATE THAT (LIKE I NOT SAID THAT 1,00TIMES) BUT AS I SEEM TO ENJOY MY LIFE WITH NO DRAMA AND STRESS FREENESS SOMETHING ALWAYS COME BACK AROND TO BITE UGH......Somedays...... i feel that i change myself for the wrong reason? idk its kinda hard to explane but i want to change for me and not for somebody sake i mean if you do that you are basicly a ghost to yourself and am not like that but i am changing good /bad well i am changing in a good way because i am workin on my relationship with god but i am chaging in a bad way because i am distance with my friends and family i try not to be but i am its hard.....i am still wating for all my pain to be all over and want to look a the sunlight crack thur my window am smile again but how do i become happyer again? i am still trying to figure that out i hope that oneday i can be 100% me again and not just be 50% or somedays 25%
i just need to fix me period
laters
~miss unique~
dang so you dont be fully happy when you chillin with me yo and funny bout ol' dude who cant accept where he at and going to stay at lol
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