Bitch Ur In Da Past For A Fucking A Reason!!/SOMEDAYS

DONT YOU JUST HATE AND THIS IS A PET PEEVE BY THE WAY FOR OF MINE BY THE WAY .BUT DONT YOU JUST HATE THAT YOU ARE JUST LIVING UR LIFE TO THE FULLIST AND NOT A CARE IN THE WORLD DOIN YA OWN THANG TILL YOU GET THIS PHONE CALL.....OR A IM TO SOME PPL SAYING *HEY LIL MAMA* UGH AND U BE LIKE WHY THE FUCK ARE U CALLING ME? DIDNT WE SAY ARE GOODBYES AND SHIT FOR A REASON HUMMM ANT THAT THE REASON U ARE MY PAST AND NOT MY PRESENT? ONE THING THE PISSES ME OFF THE FUCKING MOST IS NICCAS CALLING ME LIL MAMA I HATE THAT SHIT IT ANT CUTE AT ALL I WANTED TO PUT THAT OUT THERE BUT ANY WAYS I HATE THAT ISH AND AS THE PAST STILL COMES TO HUNTS ME I STILL TRY MY BEST TO KEEP IT THERE BUT THE DUDE JUST DONT KNO THE MEANING U ARE THERE FOR A REASON!!!!!!!! NOW I WOULD BE A BAD BAD BITCH AND PUT HIS SHIT ON POST BUT IMMA A CHICK WITH CLASS (BUT IF U STEER ME THE WRONG WAY SO HELP ME) BUT ANY WAYS AS YOU CAN TELL I AM WRITEING IN A PISSED OFF MODE CUZ I HATE THAT (LIKE I NOT SAID THAT 1,00TIMES) BUT AS I SEEM TO ENJOY MY LIFE WITH NO DRAMA AND STRESS FREENESS SOMETHING ALWAYS COME BACK AROND TO BITE UGH......

Somedays...... i feel that i change myself for the wrong reason? idk its kinda hard to explane but i want to change for me and not for somebody sake i mean if you do that you are basicly a ghost to yourself and am not like that but i am changing good /bad well i am changing in a good way because i am workin on my relationship with god but i am chaging in a bad way because i am distance with my friends and family i try not to be but i am its hard.....i am still wating for all my pain to be all over and want to look a the sunlight crack thur my window am smile again but how do i become happyer again? i am still trying to figure that out i hope that oneday i can be 100% me again and not just be 50% or somedays 25%
i just need to fix me period
laters
~miss unique~

~STARTING FRESH~

Well today is 8:34 am and i am getting ready to go to church somewhere in austin! Yea i am kinda shocked myself but i kno my buddy in heaven is happly pround of me (i keep my promises)but yea i am getting the jitters cuz this time i am goin by myself the last time i went my bestie vicky came with me but i think its time for me to walk on my own two feet and do this alone for now its some things in my life that alot ppl dont kno wats goin on but i just need to fix and work on myself (me time as u call it) just for a lil while as one for my things to do start fresh list is that i think its just god telling me to start and finish my greving procees and finish it and not half A** it its hard to explane but since my firend passed i been avoiding the fact that he is gone even tho i seen the site its hella hard for me .so i just help everone out with theres so they can be ok cuz i look after the ones i love and care about.and worry bout me laters my mother was telling me that i need to work on myself before i do anything else and now i am goin to take her word and do that and i am goin to start goin to chuch more often and goin to stop cussing and enjoy my life to the fullist like i should be doing began with i ant worry bout love now if it wants me it wants me but i every relationship that i have been in i learn from it and i learn from this one :) i will find someone that wants me for me one day :) well its bout that time for me to go love yall and god bless

~MISS UNIQUE~

~CUPCAKE~

THIS PERSON I GOTTA WRITE IN CAPS FOR THIS PERSON CUZ I FUCKING LOVE HER LOL I KNO ITS A RANDOM OFF THE WALL PIC BUT THATS HOW WE DO IT LOL HER NAME IS CUPCAKE AND I LOVE HER WITH ALL MY HEART WE BEEN THUR ALOT LAST YEAR AND THIS YEAR AND WE MANAGED TO GET THUR IT TOGHETER ME AND HER BEEN BESTIES FOREVER I AM SAD THAT SHE IS LEAVING FOR COLLEGE BUT I AM PROUD OF HER IN SO MANY WAYS SHE WOULDNT KNO (CUPCAKE UR MY SISTER AND I LOVE U AND NO MATTA WHAT WE GO THUR I WILL ALWAYS LOVE U THUR THICK AND THIN REMBER THAT!!! AND OH YEA DONT FORGET BOUT ME WEN U GET TO THE TOP EITHER I AM STILL TALLER THEN U GIRLY LOL ~LOVES YA ~

Today Is Always A New Story

Well as i am in my room at 7:34 in the moaring with no rest and no me time.I always stress about other people problem but my own.Why do i do that ? I guess becuase my drama in my life is so hard and difficle that i dont even kno how to fix it.So i help everyone else thur past issus im my life.I sometimes wish that things would have been diffent but if that was to happen would i still be the same person as i am? probly not i guess i wouldnt be unique if i would be normal lol (THE PERFECT FAMILY) with a mother ,father that dont fight and bro and sis that cool ...well the second part is correct but as parents wise i consider my mother both my parents even tho my fater is here with me....well there would be more to write but i am too tired to wirte my hole life story lol another time i quess talk to yall soon ~MISS UNIQUE~