As the summer days go by fast my mind has been all over the place thinking bout a relationship i want to one that i cant have yet. its a hard pickel im in but thats life i guess.... But im maintaing i start back school on the 25 of aug. am i happy not really i could go but i have to do something i dont like to do in order for me to go .i kno it will help me but i really dont want it .but now a days it seems the ppl i love and care about are fading aways some of them i used to talk to all the time and now its everyone in a while to a no call at all but my other ppl are there for me all day every day. i love hangin out with my friends they make me not think about all the b.s and sadness and drama i got goin its like time stop to have fun....and go back to the b.s later.
But i might have to pause on Love cuz i just hate to get hurt all the time i mean even if i ant in love i get hurt...i dont kno or understand why but it just happen i feel at times if i open up to someone i like or to somebody i feel like thats a week point for me so i just close myself up but i do open up to some and those ppl are lucky :) (LOVE YOU GUYS) but for the other i do they end up bitting me in the ass ..the keep ur enemies closer is ture even if u like them they are your enemy to ur heart they are called love zombies (thanks headfullofrose) they pretent that they want you and like you but they end up back stabing u lol but atleast i kno now which from which but yea the person i can be with will come one day im just waiting on them i kno what i want but i hope he does to. i cant wait forever tho that the one part i cant do. ill wait but i cant wait forever ill have to move on.......in my 18years and 7 mouths of living in this place called earth i learn to realize that you will have ppl come and go and the ones that want to go you should let them go... if u dont they will be the reason why your holding ur life up cuz of them but the ppl that choose to stay will be there with you til the end no if or butts about it well world thats all i can say for now but ill write back laters i gotta call my sister
I LOVE THE ONES THAT BEEN WITH ME THUR IT ALL !!!!!!!
~MISS UNIQUE~
